being very unproductive lately
can’t manage to get a thing done
not working on my assignments
don’t bother to eat
don’t clean my room
don’t do housework
don’t even bring the poor doggie for a walk anymore
the only things that i can do is
spill all my stupid feelings here
sleep and cry and
stare at the computer for nothing
and time just fly by
one more day is gone
finance assignment i haven start
and the due date is tomorrow
suppose to wake up 4am this morning but
didn’t have the will to get up when the alarm rang
and it is a group project
i’m sorry guys…i know i’m selfish
i’ll stay back in college today to get it done…
the only thing i enjoy doing now
is having my hot shower
feeling the warm water just flowing through my skin
that is the only time i can feel
some warmth and comfort
but the moment i step out of it
it’s like the whole world is attacking me again
if given the chance i would stay under it forever
i’m so tired…
slept so much but still tired…
i can’t breath…
save me….
i just want to disappear…
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