There are certain things in life that are too painful to be dealt with at the time it was all hapenning. Years and years went by before the heart had the strength to take another look, but surprise surprise! It still hurts, maybe a tad lesser. Memories fade, but certain feelings lingers for longer than we could have expected. Almost a decade and it still stings. It's like peeling off a scab. This blog is both a memory bank, a refuge and hell, all at the same time. I never do learn do I?
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Aki Ai
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Hi
I've come to take refuge in this forgotten land
Probably the safest and only place to be myself
Growing up, does it make us more ignorant?
Things that were once hurtful, we just brush it off
Because that's what grown up do
I've been bitter for quite some time
Some days I cope okay
Some days I don't
Like today
People don't express themselves anymore
The rawness and fragility of being human is gone
Replaced with happy moments plastered all over social media
Those blindling pictures are probably why people feel so alone these days
They can't reach out to others fearing judgement
Afterall negativity is not welcomed
Maybe it's just me that's stuck in a phase while others have moved forward
But I do miss the ones who I used to talked to till the wee mornings
We opened our hearts and we accepted each other
It's hard to trust people again
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MoonLove
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heading up to genting tomorrow for fish leong's concert
the last time i went for her concert was almost 4 years back
it feels different. i am different.
i am not even listening to her songs for so long
everything feels weird and out of place
i...don't feel like erasing and replacing something
and i so believe that the heart knows more and says more
it's just that the mind doesn't want to listen and admit defeat
it's dangerous. but i am going to gamble on my luck.
if anything happens to me then so be it
but i doubt that it will
because i have faith
i do miss those times
i think of them often lately
but i'm in love with Christian Grey now
so what if he's a fictional character
a single girl with love deprived should be allowed to find solace
in movies or books. one way or another
i pray and hope that...my destiny will lead my somewhere i really belong
and i wish that my best friend will find a job and god bless one day i'll be able to go meet her
feelings. numb to most of the world. warm for some. shall burn only for the one.
