Ai's Diary

yesterday was a fun day
had lots of activities
from morning till night
really tired now but i got to write my diary

woke up 7am in the morning
so early…not even working nor having classes
just wanted to follow chieh yen to kl even when she is working
i can’t stand staying alone at home anymore
makes me think a lot and feel very emotionally down
it was a right decision…i feel better now…a little better i think…

after chieh yen work was done
we went to have breakfast at mc donalds
the one near the crossroad near lot 10
was sitting upstairs overlooking the streets
just looking at people walking by passing by
makes me think if i’m at the crossroad of my life now
maybe it’s just me thinking too much…
but somehow i feel confused of what choices i should make now
life isn’t like driving a car,i can’t make a u-turn when i make a mistake
nor it is a driving test in Malaysia, i can’t use money to makes things undone
i know people are meant to make wrong choices in life and are supposed to learn from them
but i want to make the best possible decision in my life and have as less error as possible

went to pavilion after breakfast
was attracted by the pretty Christmas decorations
old habits again…started taking pictures
chieh yen and me took lots of pictures
and the fun part was when we took pictures of our reflections on the ornaments
started from taking picture but advanced to window shopping
tried and loved a pair of jeans at Forever 21…but it cost RM 149…
then saw and loved a shawl at Cotton On…cost RM39…
i need to work and save money if i ever want to own these things
but i’m feeling a little very lazy lately…
something is wrong with me…
lost some semangat…
left it somewhere…

went to chieh yen’s another office to submit some forms
guess what? it’s a place which has memory of you in it
it made me down a little somehow and i started listening to songs
all the happiness and excitement from taking pictures and window shopping was decreased by half just like that
lucky thing was out of the blue chieh yen said why don’t we visit the national art gallery
and so we went there and see see look look
i’m not an art person so i can’t really understand what the painting are all about
it’s like my head was always like this…=.=…
but there are a few that i like very much cause it gives me a calm and happy feeling

went to taipan after that cause chieh yen need to buy some art supplies
i actually wanted to learn knitting but after looking at the price of things there
hmm…i’m having second thoughts…it’s expensive and if i give up half way…everything will go to waste
at the end i bought some material to make myself a bracelet
will find time to do it…kinda busy these coming few days…haha…

at night went to d’santai with ezen,angie,danny,thian hoe and kelvin
eat the nasi goreng siam again…it’s addicitve…wonder if they put kas kas in there
but it is so mm…mm… sedap…tak boleh tahan…must eat it…
after dinner went to thian hoe house…buat apa?
apa lagi? main guitar hero ler!!!
on hdtv some more…fuyuh!!!damn nice the image quality…so clear…
came back around 12.30am…lucky i never kena locked out…haha…

yesterday was very busy
didn’t emo that much
but still keep thinking of you
it’s ok…thinking of you is normal…


~the crossroads~


~me taking picture of…~

~breakfast!!!~

~christmas is here already…wee!!!~

~Rudolf the red nose reindeer… lalalalalalala…~

~oo…i got big big nose~

~peace gal~

~at istana budaya~


~tree ornaments~

3.50am
nitez