Ai's Diary

dear blog,

 

i’m suppose to write about the fun times i had the past few days this morning

but….i used that time to watch another movie again

2 movies in a day…both movies that let tears flows quietly down my cheeks

i would not blame myself for that

the movies were worth watching

 

the notebook

a very touching movie

a movie worth watching

that’s the only thing that i can say

 

yes…

i like love stories a lot…

it makes me believe in love again when i loss faith

but sometimes i do really wonder if there’s a love that strong in real life

 

movie is still a movie

life is still life

and life is really cruel

human is really cruel

but i still choose to believe in love

maybe i really need a big bang to wake me up and face the reality

or maybe the world needs more people like me who choose to believe blindly

either way…life must still be continue….right?

 

i love the part when he asked

“what do you really want? don’t bother what others want,think of what you really want”

and she made her choice,the right choice

money can’t buy true love and happiness

but if only life were that simple like a movie….

i know what i really want

but there’s so many limitations and things to think about

if i were to barge into your life again i don’t think it will be good,right?

yeah….it will be chaos all over again

but what if i really did that which i nearly did?

maybe things would turn out differently

maybe we will have a happy ending

life is full of maybes and uncertainties…

and only the courageous ones will succeed

 

2.30pm and i just realize it’s november already

time really do fly

i promised myself to get over you in 3 months time

i left only 14 more days

will i be able to do it?

honestly i don’t feel like keeping this promise anymore

i feel like just live my life and see how things will turn out

for now i’m enjoying my life

seeing you appear online on msn is enough for me

really,it’s enough…i’m satisfied to just to know that you’re still alive

 

i’ll go nap now

tonight going out to look out point and have steamboat

and it’s raining now

so wasted if don’t sleep

haha…nitez…

 

p/s: thx to shane who introduced me to “ps:i love you” and angie who introduced to “the notebook”