Ai's Diary

it's my life...it's now or never...i ain't gonna live forever...i just wanna live while i'm alive...

today is the last day for the month of september
time really goes by very fast
feels like i'm in a dream
a never ending dream...

stayed back in college today
just don't feel like going home
went for photography club meeting which lasted like only 10 minutes
then went to library to do finance
i don't know how long i was there
i just kept doing and doing the practices
even i can't get the correct answers
library was like a freezer as usual
i brought my jacket in but i didn't wore it
my hands were freezing cold but did not even bother to put on the jacket
kinda of not bother about anything already  
feel weird today...

lucky ezen called me up
and we go have mc donald's ice cream
it did not really cheer me up but better than nothing right?
thanks zen zen
hope u score well in your philosophy paper ^^



 i think...
i'm still not stable
i still haven let go 
the moment i see him came online yesterday
i became emotionally unstable again
was finally starting my 10 pages moral assignment
but just a "ding ding" "??? just sign in"
i was drag down again
haha....i know it's just a small matter and i should not let it affect me 
but somehow i become unstable
i started walking all around the house
but i'm better today


ai...

concentrate on studies...
you still have test on friday
an 10 pages assignment and a power point presentation to hand in on monday
just do your best
you can one...


p/s: i deleted him from my msn contact list upon the advice of a friend...is that the right move? i don't know...just hoping for the best...


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