cried myself to sleep last night
it’s been long since i did that
didn’t want to wake up this morning
just wanted to stay in dreamland
reality is not where i want to be
read honey’s blog which she finally update
tears roll down as i read each single sentence
started out my morning with tears again
there’s only a handful of people that really know me
who understand me and all my weakness and stupidity
and my dear honey is one of them
i’m sorry honey…
i still take you as my best friend
and just like you i just didn’t make contact
stupid of us of doing this
actually is more to stupid of me for acting like this
i’ll text you later
not worth cause of that stupid bastard i give up on you
best friends again?
something hit me very hard today
something that i won’t realize or keep running away from
i keep saying i hate him and don’t want to have anything to do with him
but according to honey i still care for him a lot
maybe it’s true,if not why am i still in such condition?
there are some things that your best friends can see more clearly than yourself
and when they finally say it it’s really shocking that it’ll wake you up
but then what is the next step?
cried in the shower for almost half an hour
i am such a weak person ain’t i?
big girl don’t cry but there’s so many things that can make me cry
that’s why i don’t want to be a big girl
i am not a big girl
so i can cry…
12.16
gotta get ready to go college
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