Ai's Diary: shadows of a dream

shadows of a dream

Posted by MoonLove

my neighbour told me 15 more soldiers were deported from the army base today

just a few days ago, 9 soldiers were transported away

they are not dead nor they are sick

they are just unconscious

knowing something is wrong

i told mommy & daddy we should leave this place asap

but mommy said there's nothing to be worried about

our house is near the army base camp

it's the safest place to be living at

daddy just kept silent

put on his neck tie and coat and went off to work

something doesn't smell right

i need to dig out the truth

i need to do something

went to my cousin's house

it's not far from my home

at the top of the hill

overlooking part of the army camp

we talked and discussed

we agreed that something has to be done

so we planned a secret mission

then embarked on an epic journey

so adventurous and dangerous

that we wished we didn't started it

2 guys and a girl

stood in the middle of a gigantic hall

the furnitures were covered with white cloths

the paintings hung on the wall

and

the faceless human statues

stood motionless...

all were covered with layer of thick dust

as if they were left untouched for centuries

the hall was dark as it may be

as if there's a hungry black hole somewhere in the room

that's been sucking up all the light it can find

there's a part of the hall that was fortunate enough to see some light

but only by the help of the weak moonlight

which came streaming into the dark spaces

like glittering magical fairy dust

through the window that rises from the ground to the ceiling

this place is beautiful...for a moment i was thinking...

out of the silent darkness

came low cries of wind from the window panes

and slowly out of the dark...they emerged...

one by one...

some as big as a full grown human

some as small as a mice

all came flying from behind the window panes

and in the blink of an eye they were gone

blended into the darkness of the night

leaving only those heart breaking cries in the icy air

echoing...

it was almost impossible to see them

they creeps only in the dark

behind the painting

behind the statues

underneath the covered furnitures

and when i finally saw them

it was when it tried to grab me

they were in the form of shadows

their hands reach out silently in the dark

when every single living creature is asleep

grabbing and stealing their spirits and souls

the more they feed the larger they grew

and as they feast upon the meals

deep painfully hollow cries can be heard

so painful that anyone who hears the cries

will remember it...for eternalty

i felt something pulling me

but not physically

it was as if my soul was being thorn apart

i ran as fast as i could but the feeling was still there

then finally under the soft moonlight

i saw it...

it was grinning at me...without a face

it's the shadow of darkness

i held on as strong as i could

i held on as long as i could

i could see my soul being thorn out of my body...bit by bit..

i remembered the soldiers that were unconscious

i don't want it to happen to me

i still want to live!!!

from the window

i could see the sun rising from the horizon

rays of morning sun speared into the sky

the shadow is running out of time

i knew it...it knew it too..

both struggling to win the battle

the golden light came shinning through the window

the warm cosy sunlight shone over the hall slowly

the walls,painting,statues and furniture

slowly came into the limelight

and all the shadows retreat once again

to their safety of the darkness

behind the window panes

the shadow that was grabbing me

gave me the most disgusting grin

then it was gone...with the wind...

into the dark...

i stood there for a moment

feeling the warmth of the sunshine on my skin

it feels so good and safe to be in the light again

i'm glad that's it is over...

p/s:

this was the dream i had this morning

suppose to have a professor that look like the one in Harry Potter or Lord of the Ring

and a way to unbreak the curse which include some words like 'december' and 'september'

but i can't remember it the rest of it...

been having weird dreams since i was a kid

people always say that you dream what you watch and hear during the day

but i hardly watch tv anymore and i don't remember watching any movies like these

it's always like i'm living in another world

sometimes i'm afraid to wake up cause i'm afraid it might still be real

sometimes i just feel that i want to stay there

is this a gift or a curse on me?

does the dreams signify something?

dreams make me scared sometimes

when i wake up i feel it was so real that i wanted to cry

i wish one day that when i had an awful dream and wake up

someone will be there for me to hug me and tell me it's just a dream, everything gonna be fine

that he'll always be there for me and won't let anything hurt me

one day i'll have that

one day...

Ai's Diary

it's my life...it's now or never...i ain't gonna live forever...i just wanna live while i'm alive...

shadows of a dream

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