there are times that i feel so disappointed that i just want to stay away from these people
it seems like whatever i do is not enough or not right or not being appreciated at all
ever wonder what happen to that beautiful friendship that i once shared with these people
but as time goes by i found that these friends aren't really true friends...or are they?
it makes me tired that everytime i started my day with a smile, it all comes crashing down so soon
my happiness somehow can't last for more than half a day it seems,or maybe less than that
the concept of online shopping is the same as shopping at time square
you see a dress that is so pretty and cheap but you just can't try it on
you want it so badly that you decided that you'll just take the risk and buy it
but once you are at home and put it on,it does'n fit you the way you think it will
and you'll go all emo and complaining about it for maybe a week
same goes for online shoppping
taking risks is what it is all about, if you have no guts for it just don't try
it doens't mean that when i know the person than you can lower the risk by pushing it to me
do you know how it feels like being asked about it all the time,going through the trouble of getting it and bringing it you people but get that type of response?
if i could i would want to throw those bags into your faces cause seriously i can't really take it anymore
this thing has been affecting my friendship with shanice and i don't think it is worth it for people that don't appreaciate me
it might seems unfair to you but from another point of view,do you think it is fair for me?
i might have to bear the loss of 50 bucks cause you people
and seriously that is a large sum of money that i can buy something for myself that i really love and want
my heart is sinking so badly now that i'm not sure what will happen to this friendship
my effort seems like nothing,it seems like i'm suppose to do all these for you all
i feel like a stranger now and once i do...i don't really feel like turning back anymore
even i i tried,it doesn't really matter anymore right since that i am nothing
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