Ai's Diary

it's my life...it's now or never...i ain't gonna live forever...i just wanna live while i'm alive...

have you ever notice that when something happens it will always happen in one go?

for example if something good happens, so many good of it will happen and vice versa.

well that’s what happened to me yesterday.sort of la in a way.

 

collage was as usual, nothing special anymore these days

psychology class was very interesting that i think i’m falling in love with this subject

just hope that the love for it will continue to bloom till the end of the semester

sales management was normal nothing much to talk about

 

after class went to intima week at concourse with ice cream dear

decided to join the “dead” photography club again in support for yee yang

haha fine…it was more like "i didn’t know what club to join.hmm…ok la,photography set!"

the exiting part jumps in after that as i went "shopping" at some of the booth

got a very good deal from kingmax for a 500gb external hard drive

rm280 plus a free leather casing and 3 year warranty

bought a jelly lens too for rm5

there goes my rm285 flying away

but on the bright side, i am needing and looking for a external hard drive

since it’s a good deal i don’t mind grabbing it

 

lunch with ice cream dear at citrus plus was usual

we talk we laugh we eat we tease each other

and most importantly we played with the camera.xD

 

decided not to go back to have my usual afternoon nap before my work

instead went to library with ice cream dear to study

i did studied, i studied psychology, a whole 10 pages

just hope that i can catch up with miss khor speed as she is teaching super fast

 

it rained heavily when we were almost to leave

with no umbrella ice cream dear decided to do "the romantic walk in the rain" thingy

we did la a bit but then i didn’t want to get wet to much cause i scare that i’ll fall sick

at the rate at which i need to do all the things i’m doing,falling sick is definitely will be hell for me

i’m sorry for that dear but thank you for always making the littlest thing special

 

we spend some time in the car talking before i went to work

my center of gravity is kinda shifting more and more towards ice cream dear

that’s good and bad in was.it’s risky if anything goes wrong but at the same time proves something

will just let things goes as it is.if it crashed then i have no choice but to survive heartache again

 

partly watch "the backup plan" and partly work yesterday

but i studied psychology too.managed to finish chapter 1

phew! after so many days of reading only finish one chapter

it definitely gonna take much more effort if i want to continue at this pace

 

at night had discussion for sales management with the girls

i’m the same group of people semester after semester

good or bad?both maybe?

just thought of the time i took malaysian studies alone

doing a project with a complete stranger can sometimes be fun and rewarding

unfortunately can’t really do that anymore

have to learn to adapt,miss khor said that human can adapt very well

is that true?or maybe my adaptation is not good.does that mean i’m not human?

i wish i’m not human.then i can be a ghost or maybe a guardian angel

so i can look after and protect people that are important to me

 

so yeah i was dead dead dead tired and had to stay in the msn window till 1am with internet connection that is freaking bad that make me feel even worse and ignorance and other factors combined that i stop trying at one point and just decided to keep silent and go to sleep.

 

oh one more thing.check my mail and found out that i was selected by inti to sit for Cambridge ESOL exam.

what the hell is that?and the exam is next week?and there’s a briefing the next day?

that means i have to go college on friday

oh crap just so crap.i am just so “lucky” ain’t i?

such short notice and luckily i check my mail

no choice but to check it out what’s it about

 

last night i went to sleep with a bad mood.

i wonder if that’s the reason i feel not well today

don’t like feeling chest pain and hard to breath and sleepy and tired

 

been writing a lot today.haha…

well ice cream dear is sitting opposite me studying his physics for his A2 exam

friday is my rest day so no studying for me so i blog lor

i have a long list of things to blog about but time constrain.i have time constrain.=(

i just love crapping.in a nice term its called pouring out what i feel into my dear blog.

i love you my dear blog.it would be impossible for me to survive if you do not exist

you are always here for me no matter where and when and for what reasons.

 

i think that’s enough for today although i still have so many things i want to pour out.

but it’s time to leave mcD soon

although i don’t mind spending the night here continue doing what i’m doing now

and with ice cream dear shoulder beside me i can take a rest anytime i want

i love simple times like these.=)

 

good night

 

p/s: i think hsiang is turning gayish, not in the sense of becoming homosexual. just some actions and the way he talk.maybe it’s because i tease him too much about being gay.LOL.but still, he is so cute and still makes me laugh.

 

photos of the day

P20-05-10_07.13

P20-05-10_07.13[1]flower

took these picture while was waiting for ice cream dear in the morning

love the sky love the flower

=)

P20-05-10_12.43Photo011 P20-05-10_12.44 Photo012 P20-05-10_12.44[1]lunch at citrus+

tasteless food but good company compensate that

DSC01312P20-05-10_17.51 

P20-05-10_17.53

testing out my jelly lens

not bad right the effect?

lucky i buy.saw it on sale on the internet 4 for rm50

this one only rm5

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