i hugged the dog today. like big long hug type of hug. i really need a hug. chewy just sat there and let me hug her. it felt therapeutical. in other words, it felt good. maybe she understands? took her for a walk after that. just need some time alone. peace of mind for awhile. it struck my mind suddenly, i want to do a project, called the “Walky Doggy” project. The plan was to print small notes with my contact number on it and state that i am giving free dog walking services. Then shall walk with chewy one evening and distribute those paper around the neighborhood that have dogs. Not sure if i have the time to do it though. I come up with these little ideas sometimes, but somehow i don’t execute them. If i do have the determination and time, i think it would be great. I need encouragement perhaps? Some support some words of motivation.
An old friend talked to me today. He gave up his engineering course in college and is now working in JB. A bad year for many people perhaps? Consider it as taking a break maybe, you can continue when you are ready. Gambateh k? Sorry I keep disappearing while chatting. Shall e-mail you. Check your mail. ;-)
Da ge msn me too. Just to say hi and tell me his old mobile phone number is reactivated. It’s good to hear from him. But i feel that we have grown apart. I don’t know what to talk about with this old friend. Plus i am a little down and lost. But still, it is good to know that i still exist in some people life, although it is just a small part, or maybe just in their memory.
I feel that i am having a bad year. or that my perception to life is so negative. It might be both. I can’t seem to keep my spirits up. I remember being all boost up at the beginning of the semester. But look at me now. Lifeless. I keep thinking of the “Walky Doggy” project. It’s meaningful to me. Something that i want to do from the bottom of my heart. Not something that i feel is responsibility. I need a KITA.
Haven study a single thing for tomorrow’s speech communication mid-term exam. Just feel so……empty. Haiz…
9pm
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do it!
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