i am 21 this year
but i feel like i have lived for 10,000 years
i can’t wait for it to be over
i don’t believe in reincarnation
i don’t believe in heaven and hell
because i just want to be nothing
on weekdays
i wake up in the morning
head to college then to work
reach home at 10pm
have my dinner at 10.30pm
let my body fall apart on the bed after
on weekends
i wake up in the morning
rush to complete house chores
then head to work
reach home earliest by 10pm
have my dinner at 10.30pm
pass out on the bed after
it’s so routine
it’s so tiring
i am alive
but i have no life
i don’t feel alive
today’s art market was okay
not as good as we thought it would be
tomorrow another full day at sakae sushi
just keep pushing myself to do it
heard corinne bailey rae’s put your records on on the way back
it touched my heart like it always does
heard pink’s fucking perfect
it was something
something special
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are you alright? :(
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