according to him i am suffering from a symptom call lonely phobia
i don’t deny it cause i know i’ll always find someone to talk
that’s why i talk to him and other people
but i know they won’t be here always
according to him i am running away and not facing the problem
this i do not agree…i tried and experimented and i see results
"i tried and it didn’t go well"
"and you want to give up just after a few tries? "
he made me suffered so much last night
all the razor sharp words
so direct yet so true
it cut right through me
i am stubborn but so is he
i don’t want to listen to him
and he won’t listen to me
i wonder how we ever talked
it’s getting more complicated and shadowed
maybe i should just do what i do best
just stop existing
9.00pm
i am not sure what is the reason
but if it’s because of something i said
i am sorry…i didn’t mean to hurt you
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