Ai's Diary

2 guys and a girl

18 and 22 years old guys and a 20 year old gal

what can these 3 people possibly be doing on the first day of CNY and valentine’s day?

 

learnt to play poker for the first time in my life

bet using real chips with real money value

how was it?

hmm…confusing but i think i’ll get it if i play a few more rounds

any feeling?

hmm…it’s Chinese New Year,gambling should be fun right?

 

went all the way to ss2 to go to murni

but unfortunately murni was closed =(

ended up eating kfc in ss2

all the way just for kfc?

haha…geng wei!!

 

next plan?

ICE SKATING!!!

but plan failed

resorted to THAI MASSAGE!!!

my first massage in 20 years

head,shoulder and back massage

was soothing painful and TICKLISH!!

tried to hold back as long a i could

but eventually broke out in laughter

paiseh paiseh la…

 

shopped around with the guys for a while

bought some cute cute stuff…again…

can’t resists it la…it was so cute!!

after that bought some discounted shushi from jusco

after that?

went back and teach pok pok to put in his contacts

 

the 2 guys keep talking things and laughing

one with funny british accent that i can’t really understand

and most of the time i don’t get the joke

there’s lots of guys like this

anyon and dinyi also like this

why har? now all guys syiok sendiri edi izzit?

but anyhow it was fun=)

 

how was my day overall?

honestly i don’t know

had steamboat for lunch

but some unsettled families issue made the air freeze

had too much (actually was a little only) of vodka and beer

got dizzy and slept for 15 minutes when it was almost time to leave

sorry for delaying you when you wanted to leave so badly

 

there are problems that i am just helpless no matter how hard i try to fix it

i’m tired of facing all the sour faces,ignorance and becoming the spy, the middle person of you people

why can’t just put down the ego,forgive,smile,give a hug and continue as a happy family like we used to be?

or maybe it’s because that i am more grown up now that i can see what is happening

if i’m a kid i’ll just be playing around with my dolls thinking the world to be as pretty as always

i don’t know…i just feel like running away from all this for a while

i don’t like staying at home facing these kind of situation

i need to go out…i need to do stuff to get all these off my mind

i want to be happy i want to smile and laugh

i just want a simple happy life

 

relationship is another thing that is bugging me

if you are not serious why do you keep asking me out?

if you wanna go out as friends i don’t mind

but can you stop all those words?

it’s like poison that i have no antidote being injected into my system

with no resistance…why would you do that to me knowing i’m helpless against you?

 

Love Quote of The Day

It is cruel, you know, that music should be so beautiful. It has the beauty of loneliness and of pain: of strength and freedom. The beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love. The cruel beauty of nature, and everlasting beauty of monotony.

-- Benjamin Britten

1.10am

happy valentine’s day and gong xi fa chai

may i have a great year ahead

may i keep my optimism with me always

another not so bad day thx to pok and his cousin

thx guys for everything =)