i was wrong.it didn’t turn out good today
vice versa it turn out awfully bad
suddenly i have the urge to listen to “bad day”
i am just so tired of all of this already
can i hide for awhile?
as i’m typing now i am sitting on a big tong of sugar in the kitchen
and just about an hour ago andy was telling ghost story
about how a little girl in the flour store room will always steal his cakes to eat
and now i got scared and shifted to the front of the shop
of course the story is not real but i just get the shivers down my spine when i’m in there
it’s going to be hard for me to fill up the moping water alone at night now
it just gets worse aint’t it?
sometimes i do feel that the things i do are not appreciated
or sometimes something other people do falls on my shoulder
and when that happens i stop trying to do the best at things that i’m suppose to do
or maybe i should say nobody notice the good things i’ve done and only the bad that i just gave up
i am not a type H personality person
sorry but i am just not suppose to be here
anyhow i’m tired and yes i didn’t went back to tampin
because i can’t do much to help.i accepted that fact
i helpless hopeless useless.i’m sorry.
ahh…i just feel so tired right now
i can’t wait to get back home and just hide in my tiny room
i somehow really need some peace right now
and i hate people even more now
if only i can run away
if only i have the courage to do so
i feel like going back to the kitchen now
it is warm and scary in there and i’m alone
but at least it is better than cold and cold out here right?
cold as in the temperature is cold and coldness between people
normally i am very nice to customer at this type of time
but now i can’t put on that smile anymore
7.50pm
i just stop trying to be good
i gave up.again.
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