Ai's Diary

it's my life...it's now or never...i ain't gonna live forever...i just wanna live while i'm alive...

the past 3 days feels like any other normal day we spent together

the only difference is that you left for australia yesterday

a place where the vase indian ocean divides us

at least we didn’t cried at the airport

instead we laughed our hearts out to the very last moments

i am glad that we didn’t part in tears

=)

 

one day before you flew for australia

we went to tropicana city mall

IMG_1556 we held hands while you were driving like usual

 

IMG_1559finally got the dress in xs size

thank you dear i ♥ it so much

 

IMG_1563IMG_1566 had so much fun playing with the cats and dogs at the exhibition

i know you love the boston terrier that made you feel like a father dear :P

 

IMG_1569 snapping silly pictures in the elevator

:D

 

IMG_1572had fun hanging out with your secondary friends while i played fruit ninja

and not to forget trying the spaghetti trick on roti tissue xD

 

 

on the day you board the plane

image imageimageyour good friends aka brothers came to send you off

 

imageand me trying to spend every last moments with my dear

p/s: someone cut his hair and looks funny/cute :P

 

our final hugs for a long long time

will miss them the most

*picture credit to ezen*

  

one day after my dear flew to australia

i spent the whole day in my room

wasting time fb-ing, watching downloaed movies and slept

although i miss him but it felt like he is still here

as if he never left my side

 

the funny thing is i was wrong for so many things

i thought i will cry sending him off but i didn’t

i thought i will cry after few hours cause i am blur and emotion kicks in slow but i didn’t

i thought i will cry the next day but i didn’t

i thought i would feel scared and insecure but i didn’t

 

i was puzzled

but now

i know the reason

him and me

we have something special

something that can’t be explained

and i know that he will come back to me

and no matter how far he is

he will miss me and i will miss him

 

i never felt this way before

this is the first time

i am glad i am alright

i hope my dear is coping well as well

 

lots of love hugs and kisses to you my dear

i ♥ u

2 comments:

stay strong honey :)
find 1 day we go lepak k??
love u lot :)

i will honey :)
plus i am fine don't worry.
looking forward to meet you.:P
love you lots too honey.*hugs*

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