Ai's Diary

it's my life...it's now or never...i ain't gonna live forever...i just wanna live while i'm alive...

i am up so early on a sunday morning because i am afraid to go back to bed

i am afraid that if i close my eyes again i would see him leave me again
i dreamed daddy left us and mommy was there and i was there
i don't want him to go i can't afford to lose him
my biggest fear ever is losing people i love and care the most
especially my daddy and mommy
but that is unavoidable i know
and daddy is aging as i grow
he talks about it sometimes but in a joking manner
i always don't know how to react to this
i don't want that to happen
i want to always be his little girl
i don't it to happen 
i am scare

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