today an old friend or perhaps a long lost friend called me up
she was crying on the other end of the line
she wanted to get away from home get away from tampin
she had an argument with her mother about furthering she studies
she told me that she wanted to continue her studies but then said it was a foolish thought
all because she’s old and she thinks it’s too late
but it’s never too late to start tertiary education,right?
or maybe it’s because of financial problem
she didn’t really want to tell me tho
all i can do is listen
i can understand the feeling of running away from home
the urge to just leave everything behind and go somewhere new
some place where nobody knows you nor going to restrict you
that’s why when she said she wants to come to kl i offered her my place
it’s not really my place and i need approval from my brother in law
but i didn’t really thought of it at that time,it can be sorted out later
i just want to try my very best to help her because she did the same for me too
when i first broke up she was always there for me in tampin
she brought me out to pasar malam and other places
altho it hurts sometimes to see her and her bf so sweet together
i know that she didn’t meant it in any way to hurt me and just wanted to be there for me
i even slept at her house because i just couldn’t stand it anymore
i just wanted to leave my home for a while
that night i cried myself to sleep in her bed
sometimes i feel so tiny and helpless because i want to help my friends that i love but i just couldn't do much
financialy i am not stable enough, experience i am lacking as well and wise advice is certainly something i lack of
觉得很无奈很无助，很无能为力。 want to help but there’s nothing that i can help
but ice cream dear says that it’s enough for me to just be there for her
maybe it’s true.that’s why i’m going to try to sort things out and maybe go back tampin this friday to see her
p/s: she said my ice cream dear looks better than my ex.he looks more nice/handsome and *cough cough* manly. ice cream dear was so happy to hear that.my silly ice cream.xD
12.15am
it’s been almost 10 days since i blog
i have lots of catching up to do
but i think i’ll be MIA for a while again
my life is a little too busy nowadays xD
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