Ai's Diary

tell me something that i don't know cause i want to know very badly
tell me if you can see him and me in the future happily laughing together
(just a random thought)

went to lookout point with my honey for dinner
it's her wish her dream ever since a year or two ago
i can't remember specifically when tho but it does not really matter anymore
as for the reason.only she knows, i know and whoever she told knows

i believe that when we go to places we will leave traces of memory
when we go back there we that memory kinda of relieve itself
but when those memory that was once sweet turns bitter
we would want to erase it but that's impossible
because we can't erase the past

when that happens all that we want to do is forget
some we could just let it past but memory will just stay
so the only option is to go back to that place and face it
it really takes a lot of courage and determination to do so
then we would want to try to replace that memory of that place with a better experience
sometimes it works sometime it doesn't so all that we can do is keep trying

i'm proud of my honey
she is my best friend and will always be until fate brings us apart
i am not sure if i have been a good friend to her in the past but i'll keep trying to be one

2.23am
time to sleep.
goodnight