Ai's Diary

It was raining this morning and for the first time in so many weeks i woke up to find my blanket and cuddle myself.

Four more days to finals exam and i still haven study much,only two chapters or maybe one and a half chapter of anthropology.

I am freaking out and at the same time giving up on my studies.

I am seriously craving for good food,which make it even harder to study.

I get a cold stone heart as reflex when i get hurt and i'm good at it.

I miss my ice cream dear and i miss being happy.

I'm going to Singapore alone and suddenly i feel lost.

I feel like baking but have no idea what to bake.

I need to go work soon cause i want to earn more pocket money.

I am hungry now and wasting my time instead of studying.

I feel like eating scones and drinking hot tea on a cold morning like this somewhere under a tree at a english house at Fraser Hill which i hope is still there since that stupid Malaysian government is demolishing many of the heritage building that.

Going to eat swiss roll now instead.