Ai's Diary

i’m tired i’m just tired i’m too tired

is the feeling of being so tired that i have to drag myself to do everything

the feeling of so tired that i want to just stop and just sit wherever i was

but no i can’t do that so i continue dragging and pushing myself

some people say we need to push ourselves forward

but is that good is that how it should be?

 

i know he meant good to come surprise me

but sometimes it burdens me in way that he doesn’t know or think

i don’t mind spending time with him during my free time even during my short breaks

but disturbing me during working time is another matter

i have enough to handle and that surprise you gave me doesn’t help

it just add to my burden and feeling of guilt

because i can’t put my things down to teman you

and because i have store managers eyes on me

it just makes me really tired

you just don’t understand

you don’t think about consequences that i might face cause of that

please don’t do that again i’m having enough things to handle and to worry about

i don’t need more

 

10.40pm

first day sales=rm0

good night