i fail terribly today
i fail to play my part as the presenter
i fail to present the finding at the last minute
i am terribly sorry to everyone in my group
i am very very very sorry i failed so badly
skipping sales management class to prepare wasn’t good enough
the worst part was my friends skipped the class to help me out as well
but i failed.effort made by them but i failed to present. i failed.
why am i such a failure?
why other people can do but i can’t?
why i keep causing problems for others?
why can’t i be better than what i am now?
why am i so useless?
was crying in the toilet today in college
it felt so safe in there alone
that small cubicle is like a safe house
every time i opened the door i felt so vulnerable
so i closed the door again and continue sitting inside
what am i still doing here?
all i know is to hide and cry when i’m afraid or there’s something i can’t overcome
such a simple thing as presenting also i can’t do it
why?why?why?i don’t understand why.i don’t understand why i’m so useless
i’m so sorry i failed.
thank you ezen for presenting
p/s: didn’t ate mc donald’s ice cream as planned cause my failure ruin the mood for doing so.=(
sorry i ezen i don’t know what to reply you when you message me
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