Ai's Diary

wasted my whole day doing NOTHING…as usual…

wanted to bake cupcakes…but did something else

wasted one whole hour trying to get my pps working

wasted a few hours watching big bang theory

next series in line is GLEE!!!if i can find it…

 

ate extremely a lot today

chee cheong fun for breakfast in class in front of lecturer

half way through the class lecturer treat us ice cream potong

early in the morning with air conditioner blasting at 20 degree celcius and we had ice cream in class

how often can we do that?AWESOME rite?!

after class at 10am went to OLD KAWAN to have brunch

an english style breakfast set with black tea for me

their service is damn poor la,will avoid that place if possible in the future

after that went to have shave ice at FBI which is a floor above OLD KAWAN

the environment is nice but the desert is so so,still lose to SNOWFLAKE

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

bought simple products…spend money again…=(

should be happy la…spend money edi must be happy

feel guilty now…

 

photography club meeting?

what can i say?

hmm…will hope for the best…

 

had those attacks again today

forgot to eat for the rest of the day after stuffing myself so much

it came all of a sudden…like it used too long time ago

my tummy and my heart felt like they were stabbed again and again

i was in hell lot of pain…even think that i would collapse

at that very moment i realize i was all alone

sister and brother in law were out for wedding photo shoot

i was scare, i didn’t know what to do

picked up my phone but, who to call?

yes…who should i call?

felt powerless felt lost felt lonely

wonder if anyone would care for me

at times like these that i think of that bastard

if only things were different…

 

11.54pm

gonna sleep now

nite nite

tomorrow will be a better day

=)