i feel lost…lost like i don’t belong in this world
i feel like i am in a trans or maybe from another space and time
just being here temporarily to see and experience what that is not real
went to college today…don’t feel like going to class
skipped almost an hour of anthro class sitting alone having breakfast
went to class…felt like i was in another medium
people are talking around me but i can’t hear them
lecturers were teaching but i couldn’t remember a thing
didn't join friends for lunch…wanted to be alone…
i want some peace…but no matter where i go i feel something is not right
skipped another macroeconomic class…
the second class i skipped today
i really feel lost…totally lost…
the only time that i was happy was when i played in the park
being a little girl playing the seesaw laughing at nothing
but then for a moment i fell into the hole again
looking at everything around me and can only see the sadness
i am loss
i am just lying to myself all this while
i still can’t find my way back up
i don’t want to fuck up my life just like that
i tried to make a change but why i’m still like this?
10.40pm
i dun wanna be lost
pull me up please
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