i think of him a lot today
i don’t know why
it just came
went to midvalley to have lunch to celebrate ck’s and shane’s birthday
we parked in the gardens
think of him…
walked pass some certain shops in midvalley
think of him…
went BRJ
think of him…
on the way back
think of him…
remember that day was a Thursday
he was at his friend’s house doing group assignment
he didn’t sleep the whole night
i had a stomach cramp in the early morning that day
i didn’t want to call him but i eventually did
as usual he always knows a way to make me feel better
he told me to stay home and rest but i insist on going to class
cause that day is the last class of American History
and lecturer is going to give out tips for finals exam
he wanted to come see me but i stopped him
half way through the class he texted me
he was in Subang already
after my class we meet up
then we went lunch at aunty june with thian hoe and danny
i remember that i just got my lg ice cream that week
so i was taking phone numbers of friends from him
after lunch we went back to my house then we went out to midvalley
we parked at Gardens
after that we went back to my house
we sat on the couch watching Eli Stone
he wanted to stay awake and watch it with me
but he kept falling asleep
ask him go sleep he don’t want
he said wanted to spend time with me…stupid la…
then after much persuasion he agrees to sleep on the couch
he slept while holding my hands without letting go
and i watched 5 episodes of Eli Stone before waking him up at 6 something for dinner
then at night he didn’t want to go back till it was very late…as usual…
that was the second last day i was with him
the next week it all ended
i think when i’m really tired i’ll think of him
no matter how bad we fought or how tired and stressed i was
everytime i see him i’ll just smile
and when he holds my hands or gives me a hug
everything else doesn’t matters anymore
all the problem all the stress just vanish
why am i missing him so much today?
when i was at BRJ i kept thinking of him
hoping to get a glimpse of him
but i know he’ll never be there
he’ll never be here for me anymore
and he isn’t the person i knew anymore
i wonder how is he now…
2.05am
i should really go to sleep
tomorrow need to work
nitez…
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