today…
you should celebrate what an unbelievable life you have had so far
the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships
because they have served to make you stronger
just as a gem cannot be polished without friction
nor can a life be perfected without trials
take a time to acknowledge your life and to praise yourself
an old friend chatted with me on facebook moments ago
besides saying hello, the first thing he said to me was
"wah!so fast in a relationship already ar?"
he was one of my ex’s best friend and a close friend of mine too, so i replied him
"not as fast as your best friend lor"
then he said some things
and i eventually got pissed off
why others can do whatever they like while everything i do is wrong?
i’m so sick of it!!!
can’t you people just be happy that i’m happy?
i’m trying to live my life the best i can here ok?!
i’m trying to be happy
i’m treat people as nice as i can
i’m so sad and frustrated that i have to go through all these sometimes
it’s hard to smile when i’m feeling really bad in the inside
i just want to be happy
is that wrong?!
damn it with all these people
really feel like shouting
or crying right now
i’ll not give up on life
i’ll prove that i’m stronger than anyone can imagine
i love everyone in my life truly
no one can pull me down
so for those who are criticizing me behind my back
go ahead and continue your quaking
it may hurt me but it hurts you heart and soul even more
and yes
i do appreciate my life up to this very minute
thank you to the people who stood by my side when i was in trouble
thank you to the people who treated me like shit as that has made me stronger
and thank you to my dear honey cause you came into my life and made me smile again from the heart
i love you muchi
i love my life very much
i love everyone in my life very much
don’t worry,be happy
:)
7.16pm
feel so much better after writing this
going to have a nap so i can stay up late tonight to chat with you
i’ll leave my lappie on so just nudge me when you come online k honey
:)
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