There are certain things in life that are too painful to be dealt with at the time it was all hapenning. Years and years went by before the heart had the strength to take another look, but surprise surprise! It still hurts, maybe a tad lesser. Memories fade, but certain feelings lingers for longer than we could have expected. Almost a decade and it still stings. It's like peeling off a scab. This blog is both a memory bank, a refuge and hell, all at the same time. I never do learn do I?
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Aki Ai
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Hi
I've come to take refuge in this forgotten land
Probably the safest and only place to be myself
Growing up, does it make us more ignorant?
Things that were once hurtful, we just brush it off
Because that's what grown up do
I've been bitter for quite some time
Some days I cope okay
Some days I don't
Like today
People don't express themselves anymore
The rawness and fragility of being human is gone
Replaced with happy moments plastered all over social media
Those blindling pictures are probably why people feel so alone these days
They can't reach out to others fearing judgement
Afterall negativity is not welcomed
Maybe it's just me that's stuck in a phase while others have moved forward
But I do miss the ones who I used to talked to till the wee mornings
We opened our hearts and we accepted each other
It's hard to trust people again
